Off
North Road
The last patient
January
13, 2005
By
Russell Hoxsie, M.D.
Is this the
doctor?
Yup, just finishing. What's up?
I'm new in town; would you be my doctor? My prescriptions, they've
run out. Asthma's bad, need my medicines.
Why not come in now? I said. We'll see what you
need. He said he'd be right there.
The phone stayed quiet only a moment, long enough for me to finish
looking through the day's lab reports and send them to the out basket.
Hello, Eleanor. Eleanor was a long-time patient with a
list of complaints.
I have several questions, she said.
At five-fifteen on Friday, Eleanor?
Well, I just had to know the results of those tests in Boston
last month. You know, the ones you wanted me to have with Dr. Brown,
no, Bronsted, oh, I can't remember. You know who I mean.
Dr. Block, I supplied. No, I don't think I've seen
them. Can't remember now with all these slips and letters. Wait, I'll
look in the next room. . . . Nope, not there. I'll get out your record.
God, I thought, this is a never-ending job, Friday too. The girls
are gone. Smart girls. They knew I'd have them working if they stayed
past five.
All right, here it is, Eleanor, but nothing about the tests.
You'll have to call Block's office Monday. He's left by now and my
girls are gone. I've got to leave; someone's at the door. All right,
I know you're worried. You always worry. Find out from Block.
A young man rushed in breathless as I hung up the phone.
You made it fast.
I'm just down the street, he said.
I need your name and address, phone, all that, then we'll see
what's up. I waited until he filled out a short office form, and we
went down the hall to the examining room.
For three days your asthma's been worse? And when did it start?
Age five? Long time. And medicine you take? Inhaler, pills, cough
medicine?
From the first phone call, I'd had a signal, couldn't say for sure.
Cough medicine, that's what I came for. Helps me to sleep.
He's a strong one, tall, dark, Italian from the name, heavy arms and
chest. Nose bent to the side, fight probably. And a large dark mole
at the nostril. Ruins his face. Mustache is a brush, needs a trim,
but he's right out of the shower by the looks of his damp hair. Handsome
but flawed. A tough one.
Let's see what I can see. Breathing OK, temp's 98.6, pulse 64,
throat red, tonsils crowding in the middle some. Glands swollen in
the neck. Chest now, that's it, breathe deep, in and out. Nice and
clear. Wheeze did you last night? Funny, lungs are clear as a bell
now. No hay fever, no cough.
Cough keeps me awake at night, Doc.
I listened carefully again. No wheeze. Good full air exchange. No
asthma this minute.
It hurts down below when I cough, He seemed to tense when
I told him how clear he sounded. Belly was soft; he looked too well.
Stand up and drop your pants. Does it hurt now? Cough hard and
tell me. Pain to it? No hernia for sure. Good, dress up while I write
a few notes in your chart.
We walked back up the hall and I took an empty prescription pad from
my desk. I watched him off to the side. The office was darkened, lonely.
Here for a year, he said. String cable TV, work
hard and hate the winter, traveled in 30 states, lived in all of them,
always like to come back here New Englander at heart.
Something was fishy, this brawny Italian guy talking about New England
winters. He looks a drinker to me but carries it well. No flab or
stomach. Funny asthma.
You smoke? Nope? Drugs? Nope? Straight as an arrow.
Well, you know, I've tried them all, but I'm clean now. No more
of that stuff. I keep in shape.
By now at my desk I had his scripts. Your inhaler to use every
four hours, two puffs you know how. And these sample pills,
one every six hours. If they agree with your stomach, fill the script.
The cold capsules you take if you have a cough.
He fingered them all with more care than I'm used to seeing. What's
this? he asked. The nebulizer? Oh yeah, I know. And these?
I don't think they're good for me. I've had them before.
These are new. Try them. They'll loosen your cough and asthma.
Where's the cough syrup? That's what I came for, I've had Hycodan
before.
That's codeine. You don't need codeine.
Why? You won't give me codeine?
I can't give you codeine, can't do it.
Well, I've used Oxycodone.
It's the same. I can't give you codeine. It's a narcotic.
But it helps me sleep. One bottle lasts a year. It's what I
came for.
I can't give you codeine.
Something had changed. There was a tension now to his muscles and
he stood up, first on one foot, then he walked to the window. Then
over close to my desk, looking down at the drawer where I'd replaced
the prescription pad. Nostrils flared. Gone was the ready smile and
light banter. Was I imagining? I listened to hear if there was anyone
next door, the janitor or the nurse returning for something forgotten.
I wondered if I could squeeze by him and reach the door before he
could.
He started to leave decided I meant what I said, I guessed.
I caught up to him at the door. That'll be twenty-five dollars,
I said.
A surprised look twisted his face. How much, twenty-five, you
say? I need to go out to my car to get my checkbook. Give me a minute.
His eyes shifted and for a moment they met mine. Just a particle of
smile breached his lips and prompted the same from mine.
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